I have been waiting for my son to talk, waiting very patiently. (NOT!) It was driving me nuts that at almost two he could barley say anything at all. Well I guess everyone was right when they said he would do it on his own time because he is trying now. His speech is not perfect but you can put it together. Some words he can pronounce very well, like out, mama, dada, no, nana (banana), Uh Oh, loli (lollipop), Bella (our dog) and even Cali (our cat), azzy (Jazzy his sis) and hot dog or as he says it bot dog. What a break through right? I am so happy that he is starting to talk. Maybe soon he will stop screaming all the time because he will be able to tell me what he wants. I know, wishful thinking right?

The other day Jaidyn got very upset and started yelling at me "tit tit tit" as he pointed to the stool to his car table. It took me a minute before it registered that he was telling me to sit. That is probably why he became so upset. I did try to correct him but no matter how hard he tried the s just wouldn't come out. I sat and played with him anyway because at least he tried. While it seems cute now I think I can wait for him to say that out loud in public. Can you imagine the looks we will get? (LOL)! He also say ball but its always ba ball! I think that from when we were sounding the word out to teach him. Now he thinks that's how you say it and you cant teach him other wise. He is also nonstop babbling, repeating the same sound over and over and over again. Today the whole way to breakfast he was shouting wow wow wow. We have no idea what he was referring to but it was hysterical. There also is this I can see what everyone was saying when they said " Dont rush, once they talk you'll be begging for them to shut up".

Well, even though he isn't making sense most of the time I think I'm ready for him to shut up now. Oops did I just say that! I mean isn't that great!

My son Jaidyn is a now 18 months old and still not talking. The doctor says he should be saying 8-10 words but he is not. I am truly becoming concerned. He says things or at least it sounds like he does but mostly he points and cries. Dont get me wrong because he is clear about what he wants, just doesn't speak it. He will lead you right to it and point. He understands directions such as pick that up and throw it out and no. Most people who meet my so are amazed by how smart he is. Am I pushing for too much too soon? Everyone I speak to tells me that boys don't pick things up as quickly as girls but I still worry. Maybe I am even just comparing his progress to where my daughter Jazmyn was at 18 months. Is this even a legitimate concern or am I just analyzing the situation too much?
Its not only the fact that he isn't speaking but his behaviors too. He is so attached to me that he is smothering me. How horrible is that?! (I FEEL SMOTHERED BY MY OWN CHILD) He needs me at all times to function, no one else will do. I have to be the one to read him the book, play blocks or change his diaper even though someone else is sitting right there. My sister says its the age but he has to do everything I do. If I'm doing dishes he has to be on the counter next to me cheering me on, he has to help me do the laundry, sweep the floors..... Dont get me wrong I would be grateful for the help if it didn't just cause more of a mess or make it more complicated. Listen to me, I'm complaining because my son wants to help but I cant even get my 8yr old to clean her room without an argument. LOL

Leaving Jaidyn anywhere is a very rare occurrence due to his separation anxiety. When I have appointments I have to make them short and sweat because he will scream the whole time until I come back for him. I almost feel guilty putting people through that, putting my son through it. It wasn't always like this, I used to be able to leave him with my mom but not so much anymore. Ever since her new boyfriend  came along my kids are not up there on the priority list. (sorry I had to throw that in) Now my son on the occasion she will babysit screams for her. He even screams for his dad but thankfully that is getting better.

So I am asking for your opinion. Is this normal?